How do you know when it's time to ditch a friend?

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How much longer I should keep this sickness of my heart over you friend? It's really hard for me to face it everyday. Why can't you just kill me thn you let me to be suffer like this??? If you don't want to be my friend anymore, say it to my face! If I didn't txt you, says I forget about you and I changed but thn when I txt you, didn't reply! You want me to do what lagi?? I don't know lah! It's really hurt me for many days I've been thru this problem alone. I am the only one to face it, and you know this right! Kalau saya ada salah dengan ko please lah bagitau. Tidak payah layan saya begini. Saya pun ada perasaan. Ko tau jaga hati ko saja. Saya ada masalah tidak pernah pun bagitau ko sbb saya tidak mau kasih susah ko. Saya tau ko pun ada masalah tp in the end siapa yg kena kasih salah??? SAYA!!!! Sama siapa saya mau kasi luah ini perasaan?? TIADA sebab ko lah kawan saya. Stress! Siapa yg tolong saya dulu?? Ko! Ya saya tau, saya sedar ko byk tolong saya tp jangan lah layan saya mcm ini. Kenapa lah ini berlaku! Bila saya buat salah, saya mau kasi betul ko langsung tdk bagi peluang. Semua salah saya kan. Sampai bila saya mau tahan semua ni?! Dari dulu lagi saya tahan. Skrg saya betul2 tdk tahan. Saya try untuk ignore ni perasaan sakit hati tp saya sudah tdk tahan. Skrg terpulang lah dr ko untuk anggap saya kawan or tidak lagi. Saya mmg sayang ni friendship kita and kalau boleh saya mau ni friendship sampai saya mati tp kalau begini lah style dia, saya mmg terus terang saya tidak tahan and tidak sanggup lagi untuk kasih happy ko. Thank you so much. God, thank you.

TOP movie for this month: THOR & FAST 5

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1. THOR

- I watched Thor on sunday and it was awesome! It’s even better than everyone said it is! I love Thor. I think I'm inlove with him. ƗƗɐƗƗɐƗƗɐ ☺♥

2. FAST 5

- Watched Fast 5. Dopeness. I love All the actress & actors but the most I love Vin Diesel. This movie sometimes really makes me wanna take driving license! Damn!

P/s: I love this both movie.

Butterfly in my tummy!

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Damn! I am so busy this days but I never fail not to think about him. I think I'm Falling In Love With Him!

When I Taste Your Kiss

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When I look into your eyes,

I see your love and compassion.
When you touch my hands,
I feel your strength and care.
When I hear your voice,
I hear your comfort from within.
When I smell your skin,
I smell a sweet sensation of bliss.
When I taste your kiss,
I know I am going to be with you forever.

No one is in control of your happiness but you; therefore, you have the power to change anything about yourself or your life that you want to change.

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No matter what age you are, or what your circumstances might be, you are special, and you still have something unique to offer. Your life, because of who you are, has meaning.

How to live a stress FREE life??

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Hi I am so stressed, frustrated, mad & sad about everything. I have work. Drum class. Church activities. Other extra work to do. Friendship going to death line. Everything! Messed! I don't know. I'm not blaming anyone here. I know it is my problem but What can I do to make myself better? Relax, take a deep breath? I am so stressed out and I don't know what to do anymore! Seriously! Why do I need to do things that I don't like to do just to help and cheer up others? Why it's hard for me to say NO and ignore them?? Now, I'm fucking shit mad to myself for making my own trouble. Oh God, help me. I don't know what else to do and think. Now the only things that I should do is go on and stop complaining. OKAY!

My Favorite saying!

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Learn to be awesome!

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Awesome Nail arts!

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I found all this cool nail arts somewhere and I'm pretty like all this. Ohhh heaven, how I really wish if I can do all this awesome arts by my own self to my nail. :( OKaayy, I will learn it! I promise!