Just in case you didn't already know, I'm not over with you!

Posted by An An Mande

hello. I'm so freaking sad right now. Just received bad news from someone I love. Actually it was a news from my ex- Jon vu. I'm so sad people. Knowing that he got somebody already. My heart just broke into pieces. Seriously. I was like dying here and thinking that I know he's happy over there with his new one and I should be happy for him too but I love him much. How should I be happy when I knew about this thing. Bullshit! I hate myself for hurting my own self. God, tell me what should I do?? I need more love God. I tot when I already in a relationship I can forget about Jv but it seems like I can't. It's like I've been with 2 ex's already after Jv but still I can't forget about him. I'm so tired that I'm not enuf with his love. I'm so regret God. For not appreciated him before. I really do. It feels like I want to cut myself. I missed him..everything about him. God, I need him. I miss to be with him. :(

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